Tuesday, August 23, 2011

I don't understand you.

I don't believe I will ever truly understand the human mind. People will always be hypocrites and two faced and beyond fake. Maybe even faker then Barbie.. You trust people with your feelings and secrets and you honestly believe that they will respect the power behind that faith, but truth is, no one is ever "real". There is always some sort of crossed fingers behind an "I promise" or a hidden knife waiting to be thrown in your back. It's sad to say that the world is too much a superficial place. It is because of this that friends aren't really friends. Status is what helps people climb the world ladder and if you aren't a particular wrung in that ladder than you will be kicked to the curb. My life has been a pleasant one but I have seen my fair share of lies and deceit. Someone who I truly thought wanted to fix our friendship and make things right ended up stopping before we even got started. I guess it's the thrill of the chase that drove them. In their endeavor they entrusted me with the largest secret of them all, I have the burden of holding that even though they don't care enough to reach out and solidify our friendship. Trusting is a terrifying thing and you never know what someone may do with the information you provide....